I'm A Control Freak !

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

OHMYGAWD OHMYGAWD OHMYGAWD !!!!!!

I'M GOING JAPAN !!!! I think so .. LOLLS ! I've been selected ! YES ! I'm freaking excited ! My heart was beating none stop when the bell rang during Geog lesson . I was hoping to be selected .. My hands was shaking nervously and it was really nerve-wrecking . LOLLS ?! This is not even exams results n I still get nervous . What is wrong with me ??!?!!

Once Ms Chong open the folder to the list of selected students , my heart skip a beat . U didn't know how shaky i felt then . I was searching for my name and i thought i wasn't in cuz i saw Fatin and Farah's name but not me . N I remembered that i put my name as Faiqah . LOLLS ! Suddenly i saw my name and I jumped . Like literally . :/ ~ skip skip ~
Ms chong said that the $800 Japan subsidy is still under pending approval . If we can't secure the $800 subsidy , I have to pay $1000++ in cash to go . This is where I'm still wondering . I'm wondering whether to go or not .

After the briefing , Called my mum to announce to her the news . She was happy for me . I can't get thru my dad as he was in a business meeting . -.- Told my mum the details and also about the $800 subsidy . She was kinda mad cuz of no-idea-what-reason . She was asking me a lot of Q's about the payment . This is whr the dream of going Japan with friends is gone . She said that she won't pen down her signature if she don't get the final info . I was like " =.= "

My parents was the one who wanted me to go and i said ok . N now cuz of one small matter , She is reconsidering ???!!! If only I'm under FAS . Get to pay only 20% of the total amount which is damn cheap . Haiz , Should i really go ?

Anyways , no mood right now .. I've got no idea what to do . Must go study for maths test . Haiz . I'm feeling the pressure of Sec 3 . Its like every single week have at least up to 2-5 test .. URGH !! Gonna end off this post . .

BYE BYE !!!

♥ 7:32 PM